Hasta el fin..

You know mi amor?

Today i'm happy to love you, happy to have you, happy to feel you..

happy to look into your eyes and see through you, of your soul, of your hollow, 

of the magic of your eyes, of your voice made words..

You know that i love you, that i need you always, that you are like an oak at the feet of 

my window, and i'm only a bird that sings for you.. i'm the grass that cares your leaves, 

i am the wind flowing around you, to take care of you, to give you my love, that is yours, that lives in you..

The fire of the distance, the oblivion of the oceans can not separate my heart form yours, i loved you in the distance, knowing that you were like a flower grown in different land.. and i wanted to drink the same water than you, i wanted to be with you, because love doesn't know about boundaries, it doesnt know about times and schedules, it ignores if it's  the day for me, or it's the night for you.. my heart only says 'te amo' and i just know that i belong to you.. whatever happens, till the end..

Every moment that i share with you, i'm free..

Every moment when i speak to you, when i look at you, when our lookings are shaked, when i see you smiling and fills my heart of light in that moment, of joy and warmness.. you break the darkness,  dispel my wounds, you are the reason of this heart without limits. With your existence you void the emptiness.

As long as you are with me, i live..

It is raining in my heart
the night seems so long now
thoughts are consuming me

I felt sad coz you were away from me,
i was wondering your reasons, your thoughts..
i was afraid and distress..
as we can feel only when we face with something 
that we don't know..

In my mind, thoughts can come faster
they can kill my peace sometimes,
doing bad games and playing with me.
I lost. i let mysef to be caght..

but i love you..
still, coz never ended for me

It is terrible to hurt someone we love,
it was not my intention, i did it bad..
but you know that we can be sometimes blind
and hurt the most sacred things we have

i don't want to break you
i don't want to loose you

The terrible wednesday 11 is again coming to me.. 
but if you believe in love, you know that 
love forgives everything.. at least always tries to do

My words are leaving my mind now, 
as the all feelings are leaving my body..
 i'm floating now without direction..
 i'm just trying to avoid the death of my heart

i wish i could do it better, i wish many things back.. 
but there's hope still in my heart, 
and i'm here waiting for you, waiting you openly as before..

all i want to do is taking your hands again..