domingo, 23 de octubre de 2011

When you want to give your life,
a life is not enough..



When the emotions are many, when
feelings get overflow, when words go
beyond thinking, when there is so much
to say, so much to yell, so much to
cry, so much to recover back..
When everything becomes too big and we
become too small,  when there's so
unique meaning for which to write and
leave a sign of life..
When the merit is so value, when we'd
want to take all the words, rivers, all
the smiles and tears, the all goodbye
and welcomes, all the poetry and the
most emotional songs, take all of them
in a single bunch and put them in just
one place.. nothing is enough, nothing
never is enough..

When it happens and is too much the
greatness we feel, what we think, what
it fills us, there is not words, gesture
or activity that can compensate it, and
the only thing  that can truly meant
that abysm, is not to say, not to
write, not to do anything.. Let that the emptiness, the silence, the neutral act of exposure and honesty, can mean us everything.

                                                                                        

domingo, 16 de octubre de 2011

My heart is in your hands..

     

We are two souls in the distance, crossing the time to find each-other,
it's not easy, the inisde knows it..you dream at nights, i laugh with the sun.
We are only two hearts beating to hear each-other.
This is our place, without course and time.
Living this dream that is not ours, but
our heart.
Come and touch the silence,

i want to make with all the empy words the most beauty poem of love.
I'll close my eyes one moment to imagine your face. Your ayes seem so clear,
oh what beauty of your eyes made light..
Your eyes are of winter or 
flowers.

Your heart it's my all. Treasure where my soul is hidden.
I'm exposed and i'm not afraid of that feeling.
Your love is enough to me, the feeling that vibrates in your look.
Your life is enough for me, that is just one with mine.
My heart can not be silent, it needs to be free in the tenderness of your love.
I love you.
You are poem, song, my mandness.


I want to feel your love  as the wind's caress on my eyes closed.
I want to love each one of your
gestures, to get lost into you.
Give you my innocence, embrace you as a
child would.
I want to live in you, to stay in you, to forget myself in you. I love you.
My words are already not anough,
and all what remains is to become  in the lies you will never say,
in the goodbye we never tell, in that warm kiss, fettered.

I love you, not anymore for who you are or what you can give to me,
i love you totally for how i feel when i'm with you, for who i am now, to your side..
Myself, certainly more complete, unique.
Happy to have found my place to live,
and it is in your heart.

Take this love, is yours. It grew up as a flame to get burned in you.
Take my tears, keep them into your eyes
till the night falls above us
and embrace us strong, desperately.

Take my hands, empty, naked, yours.
We'll walk together in the coming and
goin of the days and nights,
the joy more splendid and the deepest sadness.
But together, inseparable.

Take my soul, drink it to kisses, clean it with your lips, fill it with your essence.
Take my fears.. in your hands they'll be
butterflies. In your heart, one beat.
Take me as i am, my existence is
already yours.

         
A little memory of this story called 'love'..
Te amo
16 July, 2010.
                                                

domingo, 9 de octubre de 2011

10.10.10..


Aşkim:
The all memories about that day fill my mind right now..
There are not words to describe the meaning of this day,
but it's already written for you and me in our hearts,
and it'll stay in that way, siempre.
Seni çok seviyorum Emrem (f)
10.10.10 ♥..

lunes, 26 de septiembre de 2011

I wish i could find a word in the bottom of the silence to give it to you,
that you knew to hear it,
how much i miss you, how much i need to spend endless hours to your side,
of one day without more night that your eyes on me.

¿How longer will we wait to find the words which can discover us these feelings?
in whose now, both of us, we die in silence.
Desperate to that light that can not reach our eyes, to that denied kiss breaking our breathing, to these anxious arms whose hold the emptiness,refuge of the solitary.

How i wish to keep us in a place in the end of the world, just for both of us.
To be with you where the weaves of the sea can not touch us,
and the hours of the time can not steal the light of your eyes.

I dont want the day finishes anymore without the beating of your loving heart..♥ 

jueves, 22 de septiembre de 2011

Emosh

You're the most legitimate of my affects, i always knew that my tears and my all smiles would be of you, 'coz when someone is able to be reflected in the eyes of someone else, in a true and so heartfelt way, there's not more distance than one heart beating to another. The world darkens, people get small, the hours are warm beats marking the meeting, where only exists your look and mine, and our incomprehensible thought to the world's light, and understanding of our hearts devoid of words, joining together for love and conviction, rather than by chance and fate.

Even if my hand can not rub yours, my look bare the bottom of your soul, where i look you as gentle and clear, joining your fears with mine, allowing that hope of rediscover our souls, together, belonging, but separated to meet again.

In your world of serenity and hope, i imagine you wondering why are we so far to each other.. why your hand can not find mine, when is night and you discover your empty bed, your awakening without a kiss, your dusk without someone who close your eyes..

In my world of silences and abyssms, i wonder the same, i wanted to understad, i'd like touching your soul, to feel your silence near mine, hushing the words with silent kisses, to die with the day and reborn with the dawn, in the promise to be so eternal that we can't lose each other anymore, and silent, with that look as yours as mine, embrace that hope, that feeling to belong to each other, despite the time and the distance, ourselves and everything else..

                                                                       

domingo, 18 de septiembre de 2011

Temple of love

Show yourself as the light i need,
in the beauty of a clarity that i dont know.
You have the pure soul while in me
the darkness lights up,
you are a temple of roses and milk,
under your feet my hands rests tired,
you are dawn,
and im a distant sing going away
when the sunrise comes

You are the tender i never had,
the intensity of the limitless colours, and it is in those clear and beauty lines, that my soul lights up as a flame.

In your sweet words born my hope, and its warmth separated the cold,
as the branch that creaks in the tree, you were the petal and a thorn of love.

In you also my crying was made, and the hoplessness of losing the treasure never possessed.

Pearl of midnight, your existence fill my holes and my absences. My fervent heart waits you, calls you, longs for you, loves you..

For you i dared to dream, in you my desires live, i love you with the violence of the fire,
little crystalline water that awakened my thirst..

Life is calling me to love


Night has fell down and i'm alone here, feeling this moment..
a known song is coming to my ears and i think it's right,
sometimes we can be so blind..
trying to control every thing, as our posession..
But i don't want to control more things anymore,
coz i wanna release from my lock doors
and i wanna be the voice inside me,
going directly to the skies while i'm saying a prayer of love.

Life is calling me to see its beauty,
life is saying to me it is possible to reach the love
It says it's what all creatures we need, but we are so closed..
living with our closed eyes, wanting to see the light of the sun,
but closing all the windows, waiting in vain.
Being afraid to be hurt, but wanting to feel what the love is..

Life is calling me to live,
but it asks me to open my eyes and let myself be free..
I'm a moved soul, that trembles when it feels the sorrow,
the pain, the joy and the love..

I'm a pure soul hiding from the ghost of the evil,
and my heart gives roses to the promises of love.
Life is calling me to see the light of your eyes
and share its secrets with you..
I was hiding, but i found your hand to walk by your side in safe.
I was dreaming you till you came in the right time
to save my life from the silence, and give me the hope to feel..

Life is calling me to love, and my prayer is only you.