It is raining in my heart
the night seems so long now
thoughts are consuming me

I felt sad coz you were away from me,
i was wondering your reasons, your thoughts..
i was afraid and distress..
as we can feel only when we face with something 
that we don't know..

In my mind, thoughts can come faster
they can kill my peace sometimes,
doing bad games and playing with me.
I lost. i let mysef to be caght..

but i love you..
still, coz never ended for me

It is terrible to hurt someone we love,
it was not my intention, i did it bad..
but you know that we can be sometimes blind
and hurt the most sacred things we have

i don't want to break you
i don't want to loose you

The terrible wednesday 11 is again coming to me.. 
but if you believe in love, you know that 
love forgives everything.. at least always tries to do

My words are leaving my mind now, 
as the all feelings are leaving my body..
 i'm floating now without direction..
 i'm just trying to avoid the death of my heart

i wish i could do it better, i wish many things back.. 
but there's hope still in my heart, 
and i'm here waiting for you, waiting you openly as before..

all i want to do is taking your hands again..

Don't ask me why, but i love you

don't ask me how, but i need you

don't ask me how much, but i miss you..

Without words

 i can tell you directly to your eyes all what i love you, 

and that the love without you it is not more but a fantasy, 

because the love to be love,

 it needs to have your name, it must to be yours,

 of you, for you..

then, the love fills my soul and my heart inlove, 

during thousand days and thousand nights.. 

inlove of the same face, the same green eyes, 

the same child's smile, the same white hands..

You are the most beauty gift that i've got from the life, 
you are my dream of man came true, 
my sadness and joy together, 
the beginning of my heart and the end of my soul, 
and i want to be with you forever.. 
where life call us each-other, 
where destiny say we must go, 
i want to be your left arm, the half of your sleep, 
your lost smile...

 I want to fill your body of heat, 

to keep your looking always fresh and inlove, 
full of light and charming, 
i want you to smile to me every day, all days.. 
i want to hear your voice each moment, in every place,
 and that you always call me with your sweetness, 
with that voice that i love so much..

I want to share my dreams with yours
 and that the night finds us inlove,
 happy to each-other, 

together since the origen of life,
 because we were called to be as one, 
one only body and one only heart, 
and it doesn't matter where your soul is, 
it must to know that i've loved it with my whole life, 
before to know you, but specially, 

since i know you and i have you.. 
i haven't do anything else but to love you, 
you are the reason of my feelings, 
i offer you all of my heart, 
you are the love of my life 
and i want to be always with you..

And today in your birthday, i can only thank to God to let me be with you
after all that time..to let me love you and be loved by you.
You are a gift to your family as you are a gift to me,
you have many special things to give in the life, to be thankful for,
and know that your existence is already written in my heart,
as the most special creature for me

¡¡ Happy birthday aşkım ♥♥!!
First 30's y.o means you are in the most precious time of your youth,

each day is an opportunity to change everything,

each moment is a reminder that we are alive..


¡¡ Seni çok seviyorum amor ♥ !!

Today in my birthday:


Thank You God to give me the life, to let me born and live till that moment now,
all healthy, full of life, safe and happy with my family, learning many things everyday..
and so important and special for me, feeling and living the meaning of love 
with the most special person to me, the love of my life.

Thank You God for all the things that You gave me in that year that now had gone, 
for Your all Helps and Graces, for Your Mercy, Your Love, 
Your Unconditional Love for me, whatever happens, always.

Thank You for all the things that You denied to me, 
because they meant also Your plan in my life and their reason not to happen.

Thank you for all the good moments, for all the special ones, for each tear and each laugh, 
to let me get more mature with every experience, specially through the hardest ones.

Today in my birthday i just want to say that i'm a happy girl, i'm so thankful with my life, 
with the family i have, with all what i've lived, i'm so thankful for the love that i can feel and give 
and also to be loved.

I've learned to keep faith, not to lose my hopes, never stop to dream, 
go on fightin for the things i care, trying to live more just in the present time, 
accepting me as i am but trying constantly to improve myself, 
even if i have to do this each time, many times..

To you my love, i just want to say now that thank you so much to be there, 
to love me still, to let me love you with all what i am, 
our path hasn't be easy, but it has been unique 
and today the best gift to me is to share one year more in my life,  with you..

Everything has been more meaningfull because you exist in my life, 
you has been the best of all gifts, a tressure for me..un diamante (a) 
and i love you so much


Gracias vida, gracias Hoy

24 marzo 2013

FAITH.. to keep strenght in our hearts, to believe in us

HOPE.. to embrace our dreams and face the future hand to hand

&

LOVE.. to stay together and understand our souls

THE KISS

“You look at me, you look at me closely, each time closer and then we play cyclops, we look at each other closer each time and our eyes grow, they grow closer, they overlap and the cyclops look at each other, breathing confusion, their mouths find each other and fight warmly, biting with their lips, resting their tongues lightly on their teeth, playing in their caverns where the heavy air comes and goes with the scent of an old perfume and silence. Then my hands want to hide in your hair, slowly stroke the depth of your hair while we kiss with mouths full of flowers or fish, of living movements, of dark fragrance. And if we bite each other, the pain is sweet, and if we drown in a short and terrible surge of breath, that instant death is beauty. And there is a single saliva and a single flavour of ripe fruit, and I can feel you shiver against me like a moon on the water.”

Julio Cortázar.

LOVE

Love is a flower
it needs to be fidden always,
even you think you've conquered
you need to make it grow
with your efforts, constance and tenderness

If you love someone, 
you need to show it always
to keep it strong and true in your heart and life,
forever..

A love without feed, is like a sunflower to the ray of light,
it slowly start to go down to fade away..