Who was your soul, to be inside you and feel in the way you feel,
to understand the way you are silent, to conquer the limits of your heart
To look through the universe in your eyes and discover that, if they look at me,
something in my soul is being healed. You are the cure of my wounds..

Who was a flame, to burn you in my secret love,
if only feelings could be seen, you'd stare at that fire that never ends,
only being increased with my emotion, with the longing of you, forever

Who was your darkness, who was your light..
Who was the time to meet you again, everyday,
for the rest of my life..

So much ways to love you, amor,
there's nothing bigger in my heart, any bad or sad moment, than my love for you
My heart is just like a stone to defend you, not to let that the feelings for you fade away..

¿Who can say where th magic is? I wrote this before..
To me, the magis is this:
the way i feel you
the way i think of you
the way you inspire me
the way when love is not love anymore, if it is not to love you..

You conquered my devotion
you enchained my will

and this magic can not be seen for the human eye,
but only felt in the heart of who knows how to love

"Dance out to the moon with me my love, as we did in those golden days"
when distance was nothing, and love was enough to make us feel alive

How to ask to the appasionate heart to stop loving you?
not to be passionate, not to give itself in each time..
How to ask to love to stop loving you?
wanting to feel it totally, without breaking the soul..
the sour without sweet, ain't sweet..

Only for what has been suffered, is what worths it to fight for..

If you could enter to my silence, you'd understand my looks
If you could look beyond my distance, you'd knew i dont want to be alone..
Not without you, not without your love..

In the freedom of choice, I want you to be my destiny, 
in the only reasons of my heart, my love wants it to be true..


::I just love you till the death::

All what i can do is to love you..

My heart is not free anymore, 

here in the cold of the night is calling you deeply

as it always does.. 

"¿Where are you my love now?"..

As my voice wants to reach you with a yell, 

with a moan in your ear,

whispering to you that i need you here tonight, 

for thousand nights the same like this..

Where my skin trembles, there is a memory of you, 

my heart is longing for you to be complete, 

you make me complete as being you, 

all the holiest feelings i found them by loving you, 

in that way, just like this..

My love for you is so big..

is beyond me

more than myself, my strenght..

i just know that i see the world through your eyes..

just your eyes are the light to me

You are a muslim, turkish man..

and i'm just a girl loving who you are, without all of your masks 

and seeing just what there is inside of you. 

Your feelings, your soul, your spirit made human..

also what there is outside, an eyes looking at me, 

a mouth smiling to me, just the heart of a man to love, 

in all pieces, in all forms.

Your soul fitted on mine, 

i wore your love to cover my skin,

 your dreams to protect my soul, 

your smile to inflame my desire..

Solitude can't be my friend anymore 

after to love you my love..

I was in a cave and you made me goin out to the light, 

for you i believed in true love, 

honest and pure things. 

"'¿How can i reach your heart tonight my darling?"

There's not ocean or land, time or abyss which 

can make me finish that love in my heart for you, 

maybe if i stop beating, 

maybe if my heart dies..

but as long as there's running blood into my veins, 

i love you i love you i do..

¿Who can say where the magic is?

Only i know that since the moment

 when my eyes looked at you, i knew, 

i'd not be the same anymore.. 

Only yours, my holly love...

Te amo..

FATHER SING
By Human Drama

I am a child 
But I am growing, changing 
Training my thoughts to be 
I am the seed encouraged to dream 
And nourished with food from your heart 

I want your love 
I want to know who you hate 
And why 
I want everything good and bad 
All of you, inside me 

Father sing 
The song that still makes me cry 
From years ago 
When you sang to a little girl 
You sing to me still 
With a voice so loud and strong 
Father though you are gone 
You remain with me 

You protect me 
You make me aware 
That the love inside these walls 
Won't always exist outside 
My symbol of strength all powerful in my life 
Disappeared 
And I cried 

But I remember 
The first music I ever knew 
I hear your voice 
I feel you here

Hasta el fin..

You know mi amor?

Today i'm happy to love you, happy to have you, happy to feel you..

happy to look into your eyes and see through you, of your soul, of your hollow, 

of the magic of your eyes, of your voice made words..

You know that i love you, that i need you always, that you are like an oak at the feet of 

my window, and i'm only a bird that sings for you.. i'm the grass that cares your leaves, 

i am the wind flowing around you, to take care of you, to give you my love, that is yours, that lives in you..

The fire of the distance, the oblivion of the oceans can not separate my heart form yours, i loved you in the distance, knowing that you were like a flower grown in different land.. and i wanted to drink the same water than you, i wanted to be with you, because love doesn't know about boundaries, it doesnt know about times and schedules, it ignores if it's  the day for me, or it's the night for you.. my heart only says 'te amo' and i just know that i belong to you.. whatever happens, till the end..

Every moment that i share with you, i'm free..

Every moment when i speak to you, when i look at you, when our lookings are shaked, when i see you smiling and fills my heart of light in that moment, of joy and warmness.. you break the darkness,  dispel my wounds, you are the reason of this heart without limits. With your existence you void the emptiness.

As long as you are with me, i live..

It is raining in my heart
the night seems so long now
thoughts are consuming me

I felt sad coz you were away from me,
i was wondering your reasons, your thoughts..
i was afraid and distress..
as we can feel only when we face with something 
that we don't know..

In my mind, thoughts can come faster
they can kill my peace sometimes,
doing bad games and playing with me.
I lost. i let mysef to be caght..

but i love you..
still, coz never ended for me

It is terrible to hurt someone we love,
it was not my intention, i did it bad..
but you know that we can be sometimes blind
and hurt the most sacred things we have

i don't want to break you
i don't want to loose you

The terrible wednesday 11 is again coming to me.. 
but if you believe in love, you know that 
love forgives everything.. at least always tries to do

My words are leaving my mind now, 
as the all feelings are leaving my body..
 i'm floating now without direction..
 i'm just trying to avoid the death of my heart

i wish i could do it better, i wish many things back.. 
but there's hope still in my heart, 
and i'm here waiting for you, waiting you openly as before..

all i want to do is taking your hands again..

Don't ask me why, but i love you

don't ask me how, but i need you

don't ask me how much, but i miss you..

Without words

 i can tell you directly to your eyes all what i love you, 

and that the love without you it is not more but a fantasy, 

because the love to be love,

 it needs to have your name, it must to be yours,

 of you, for you..

then, the love fills my soul and my heart inlove, 

during thousand days and thousand nights.. 

inlove of the same face, the same green eyes, 

the same child's smile, the same white hands..

You are the most beauty gift that i've got from the life, 
you are my dream of man came true, 
my sadness and joy together, 
the beginning of my heart and the end of my soul, 
and i want to be with you forever.. 
where life call us each-other, 
where destiny say we must go, 
i want to be your left arm, the half of your sleep, 
your lost smile...

 I want to fill your body of heat, 

to keep your looking always fresh and inlove, 
full of light and charming, 
i want you to smile to me every day, all days.. 
i want to hear your voice each moment, in every place,
 and that you always call me with your sweetness, 
with that voice that i love so much..

I want to share my dreams with yours
 and that the night finds us inlove,
 happy to each-other, 

together since the origen of life,
 because we were called to be as one, 
one only body and one only heart, 
and it doesn't matter where your soul is, 
it must to know that i've loved it with my whole life, 
before to know you, but specially, 

since i know you and i have you.. 
i haven't do anything else but to love you, 
you are the reason of my feelings, 
i offer you all of my heart, 
you are the love of my life 
and i want to be always with you..

And today in your birthday, i can only thank to God to let me be with you
after all that time..to let me love you and be loved by you.
You are a gift to your family as you are a gift to me,
you have many special things to give in the life, to be thankful for,
and know that your existence is already written in my heart,
as the most special creature for me

¡¡ Happy birthday aşkım ♥♥!!
First 30's y.o means you are in the most precious time of your youth,

each day is an opportunity to change everything,

each moment is a reminder that we are alive..


¡¡ Seni çok seviyorum amor ♥ !!

Today in my birthday:


Thank You God to give me the life, to let me born and live till that moment now,
all healthy, full of life, safe and happy with my family, learning many things everyday..
and so important and special for me, feeling and living the meaning of love 
with the most special person to me, the love of my life.

Thank You God for all the things that You gave me in that year that now had gone, 
for Your all Helps and Graces, for Your Mercy, Your Love, 
Your Unconditional Love for me, whatever happens, always.

Thank You for all the things that You denied to me, 
because they meant also Your plan in my life and their reason not to happen.

Thank you for all the good moments, for all the special ones, for each tear and each laugh, 
to let me get more mature with every experience, specially through the hardest ones.

Today in my birthday i just want to say that i'm a happy girl, i'm so thankful with my life, 
with the family i have, with all what i've lived, i'm so thankful for the love that i can feel and give 
and also to be loved.

I've learned to keep faith, not to lose my hopes, never stop to dream, 
go on fightin for the things i care, trying to live more just in the present time, 
accepting me as i am but trying constantly to improve myself, 
even if i have to do this each time, many times..

To you my love, i just want to say now that thank you so much to be there, 
to love me still, to let me love you with all what i am, 
our path hasn't be easy, but it has been unique 
and today the best gift to me is to share one year more in my life,  with you..

Everything has been more meaningfull because you exist in my life, 
you has been the best of all gifts, a tressure for me..un diamante (a) 
and i love you so much


Gracias vida, gracias Hoy

24 marzo 2013