Sábado 07 Diciembre, 2013


Last night i dreamed with you..


WHAT SO HARD..


What so hard is to let go to someone who you love
what so hard is to say goodbye when you remember
what so hard is to say goodbye when you love
what so hard is to say goodbye to the memories

What so hard when the feelings are so clear in your heart
when they make you tremble, every time.. all the time
what so hard is to say goodbye when your feelings never change
when you promised they would be forever,
when actually they are..

What so hard is to renounce to the most precious thing that you have in your life
the being with more light, the most special one..

What so hard, when the heart doesn't know the oblivion
when the oblivion doesn't have memory, and always reminds you..

What so hard to wake up without you, with your memory
your painful memory..
what so hard the life, what so hard the fate
what so hard the soul, which it resists...

What so hard your life and my life, what sadness so big..
two souls which couldn't meet..

What so hard to choose, to choose live, to choose die,
to choose forget, to choose remember, to choose love
what so hard the absence, that hollow which can not be filled
that irreplaceable place..

What so hard your abyss, so immense, so deep, so demolishing
what so hard the feelings, the love that still remains in my heart, after all..
what so hard to love you, what so tough to miss you
how much sadness, how much desolation..

How many renunciations, how many 'never', hoa many 'always'
what so hard everything..

I was looking at life through your eyes..
what so hard to let you go, after to feel you so mine
when i still feel you here,
when i know you will never go..

What so hard is to live without you.. i don't want, i can't..
I will never learn how to live without you..

I cannot betray my feelings
i told you once, they'd be forever..

i cannot lie to my heart
i cannot lie to my soul


true love can not die..

Sábado 07 Diciembre, 2013

AMAN..

Mercy

of course there was before you
probably there will be after you
this is life,unknown
come see inside me it's deeper than a cliff
you left a trace that can't be removed easily

of course there was before you
probably there will be after you
this is life,unknown
come see inside me it's deeper than a cliff
you left a trace that can't be removed easily

my longing has no beginning nor ending like the sky
my longing is scattered more than salt and soil
what's the important who is right and who is guilty forget let it go
oh mercy oh mercy oh mercy

now with all its right, it's time to mourn
time to swallow all poisoned words
if the tongue of sorrow doesn't shut up,the end will surely be regret
now it is time to refuge to sleep, hope and lay down(rest)

my longing has no beginning nor ending like the sky
my longing is scattered more than salt and soil
what's the important who is right and who is guilty forget let it go
oh mercy oh mercy oh mercy doesn't give mercy

my longing has no beginning nor ending like the sky
my longing is scattered more than salt and soil
what's the important who is right and who is guilty forget let it go
oh mercy oh mercy oh mercy

Goodbye My Lover..

¿Did i disappoint you? ¿Or let you down?
¿Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover..
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me..

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you..

Goodbye my lover..
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep..
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover..
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me..
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow..

Hasta el fin..
                                             

EMRELESS..




Come back my love, i want to hold your hand again
Come back my sweet, i want to look at you once more,
Come back my love, i want to feel your presence here
Come back to me, i want you to make my existence renew..

So loved and away you are from my life
I have lost my way, i can't find the calm
When the heart cries, the soul can only cries too
Big drops fall to the ground, fill your shadow of flowers
your memory of sighs, your name in my lips
in my dreams, in my silence..

There's no place to desperation, to tiredness, to joy,

only to this feeling in the chest, fill it up everything

My heart reminds me that i'll cry for the time has gone,

the time is going..

I realize that i miss you

and that i try looking for you into the people,

into the noise, but everything is useless

When i get alone i become more alone,

Alone everywhere, for you and me..

I dont do anything but just to wait,

to wait all day long till you dont come, 

until i fall asleep, 

and you are not here and has not coming..

and i fall asleep again,

 terribly tired, wondering..

My love, everyday,

here to my side, next to me, i miss you

Everything is grief, without you

everything is loneliness..

I dont want to be alone with your absence

I have my memory full of you and us

my heart is aching, bleeding you..

I dont want days and nights go by and die

here without you, there without me, living without us

If i only could make you understand what my heart silent

If you could understand in my silence the thousand time 

it repits 'I love you'

¿Why are you going from me, why you go away my love?

My heart still waits you, inlove..

All the mistakes become in tears, 

but still you can arise my soul as the first time again,

with a word, with your love

time after time we could hold the hope

i just want to hold us again each-other, if you let me try

Come back to me my love, come back to our place

to our memories, to our time

Whatever happens my heart is going, goin into love you

always nonstop, after all, after everything..

All i need is you with me now, as always, as before

holding each-other in the darkness, in the sorrow

when blows wind, when we can hurt..

loving to the end, hasta el fin..

Let us try to our love, dont go away from my soul..

                                   Love Never Dies, Love burns everything..

SHATTERED


Estoy contenida , a veces me desbordo, 
lo suficiente para desahogarme, pero tan sólo un poco 
para evitar romperme el corazón.
Romperme el corazón a pedazos, a lágrimas, 
a recuerdos, a vacíos, a faltas, a nuncas.

Romperme el corazón como es debido, 
con las manos al fuego por quien se dio la vida, comprada o no, 
alquilada tan sólo al deseo de amar, tan sólo un poco,
brevemente, insólitamente, ciegamente..

Estoy contenida de recuerdos, de risas, de miradas, 
conteniendo la respiración para no dejar escapar el alma,
que cuando se pierde, cuando se evapora en lágrimas, 
pareciera ser una versión anterior a mi, 
cada vez mas incompleta, cada vez mas destruida, 
drenándose en mi mirada vacía, en mis labios silentes, 
en mi corazón tembloroso.

¿Qué más me queda sino contener el alma, 
el aliento, la respiración?
Se va subiendo cada vez más alto
y tan sólo se espera llegar a la cúspide, 
una cúspide que no se conoce, 
una espera que es ausencia y mata, 
un sopor un vacío que cala los huesos, que me ensordece, 
que me devora entre sus fauces inmensas, 
y sigo sigo sigo muy arriba, 
adentrándome en el incierto momento, 
el pedregoso camino..

Subo subo subo contra mi voluntad, 
con mis alas cada vez más laceradas,
con mi palpitar moribundo,
con mi oración entrecortada.

Subo triste y desesperada los altos cielos, 
ya está anocheciendo 
y en mi corazón se mantiene la incertidumbre 
de cuándo habré de caer, al despeñadero, al olvido.
Al exilio de su corazón.



I'm contained, sometimes i overflow the enough to vent myself 
but just a little to avoid breaking my heart.
Breaking the heart to pieces, to tears, to memories, 
to hollows, to lacks, to nevers.

Breaking the heart as it must be, 
with the hands to the fire for who we gave the life, got or not, 
rented just to the wish of love, just a little, 
briefly, unusually, blindly..

I'm contained of memories, of laughings, of gazes, 
containing the breath not to let off the soul, that when gets lost, 
when it evaporates in tears, 
would seem an older version of myself, 
increasingly incomplete, increasingly destroyed, 
draining out in my empty looking, in my silent lips, 
in my trembling heart.

¿What else is left but containing the soul, 
the breath, the respiration?
I go up higher and higher and just waiting to reach the peak,
an unknown peak, a waiting that is absence and kills, 
a sopor, an emptiness which penetrate the bones, deafens me, 
that devours me into their huge jaws, 
and i'm going going going very high, 
getting further to the uncertain moment, the stony road..

I climb climb climb against my will, 
with my wings increasingly lacerated, 
with my dying throb, with my faltering prayer.

I go up so sad and desperate the high skies, 
is already getting dark 
and in my heart it keeps the uncertainty 
of when i have to fall, to the cliff, to the oblivion.
To the exile of his heart.

DÉJAME EXTRAÑARTE/
Let Me Miss You..




This poem was the first of all, the first poem on 08 june, 2010.
Their words are simple and clear, just about missing someone so much,
trying to keep their essence as much as possible, trying to hold the beloved.

Today, in that 10.10.10 i wanna share it again with you my eternal love,
because some things are true, you believe them or not, some things are powerful, you feel them or not, some things are eternal, as eternal is the power of real love.

Déjame extrañarte un poco en esta fría noche.. de alguna manera necesitaba sentir tu presencia y tu corazón vivo palpitando acompasadamente en el lugar cálido de tu pecho sereno.


Let me miss you a little in this cold night.. in someway i needed to feel your presence and your alive heart beating rhythmically in the warm place of your calm chest.


Déjame extrañarte un poco, mientras pienso en las dulces palabras que emanan de tus labios y llegan justo a mi, de una forma tan sutilmente perfecta y armoniosa.


Let me miss you a little, while i think in the sweet words that emanate from your lips and reach just to me, in a way so subtly perfect and harmonious.


Déjame extrañarte porque ahora no te tengo, por que ahora no estás y porque extrañarte es todo lo que puedo encontrar en las conexiones de mi pensamiento solitario.


Let me miss you because now i dont have you, because now you are not here and because missing you ins all what i can find in the connections of my lonely thought.


Déjame extrañarte y sentir de esa manera, con esa sensación de vacío y necesidad, que esta noche hay en mi un motivo para dejar que la sensibilidad que guardaba, alce sus delicadas fibras y me cubra en ellas.


Let me miss you and feel in that way, with that sensation of emptiness and needing, that tonight there is a reason to let that the sensibility that i was keeping, arise their delicate fibers and cover me into them.


Déjame extrañarte como sólo yo puedo hacerlo después de tanto tiempo de vivir con tu ausencia, en noches tan iguales a ésta.


Let me miss you as i can only do, after so long to live with your absence, in nights so similar to this.


Déjame extrañarte como se extrañan las risas y los abrazos que compaginan a dos personas en una sola.


Let me miss you as we miss the laughs and hugs  which combine to two people in just one.


Déjame extrañarte un poco en esta fría noche y esperaré quizás que el sueño te traiga con él..


Let me miss you a little in this cold night and i'll wait that maybe the sleeping brings you with it..