If I could..

I'm walking alone into the fog,

without to know if i'll find the heaven
or a cliff,

a home to stay or an empty space,

a hand full of welcomes and roses,
or the steps by someone

who left away  with just thorns as goodbye.

I wanna reach the meaning of something
that i never possessed.

Give the water to the dried flowers
and the love to the time,
away from the life and this empty heart.

If i could touch it, it'd bleed..
if i could feel it, it would be agonic

If it had eyes, would close them,
not to see how pain looks like

If i could give it as a gift, i'd give it to a child, to let it be little and pure again..

I could close my eyes without tears falling down into my soul
I could moving on without to think i was hurt,

my all thoughts would be white,

and i'd draw on them just  smiles and blue clouds,

and an unknown face to give the rest of tenderness i never gave

If i had that chance,
i'd wonder what the love is and how someone can possess it..

¿Could i see a flame if i was blind?
¿Could i hear a laugh if i was deaf?

¿Could i feel a kiss in my lips
   if the blood were not flowing on them?

¿Could i feel a caress if i was dead?

¿Could i feel love if i had not heart?

Away.. away.. away from people and the world..

I wanna hide from myself

Not to see when the stars dissapear,
not to see when time changes so fast without ask me permission,

not to see when all my hopes finish at the end,

and i'll find myself just lost.. lost.. lost..

¿Could i feel a wound..a wound of love?
Without any heart to feel..